Getting in tune with Him.

Circling.

Pamelaquek — Thu, 26 Jan 2012 15:33:04 +0000

I guess I am. Reading the previous post somehow describes some of what it is now. I fully well know why, but why aren’t I moving?
And wheres the urgency? You said you love them, what are you doing about it? Reflect.

Be strong.

Pamelaquek — Mon, 21 Nov 2011 09:27:21 +0000

These few weeks haven been that great. In the sense that it seems like the flesh had surpass the spirit. It’s just a mere closeness of losing or winning. And yeap, God never fails to remind me. Pull me out and redirect my focus back on Him. In fact, I did not realise that my fighting spirit had went low. It felt stronger that everything is just like doesn’t matter. I had tried ‘my best’ and that’s enough. And it seems as though I’m secretly hiding from reality. The things I have to face and overcome them.
Nonetheless, that tinge of critical and judgmental spirit. Be removed, amen. I know that it’s a great challenge and I cannot be beaten down. Don’t be a loser, Pam! Go for it.

Parcel of dream.

Pamelaquek — Tue, 15 Nov 2011 13:45:24 +0000

Just had my first ever basic diving experience!! Okay, another independent day exploring a stranger part of sg alone. Haha fidding my way to outram sec. and I got to know new frens:)
Anw, though its just a short session, but its pretty much seems like a step nearer to my dream(since veryveryvery long ago). The breathing part was kinda diff at the beginning. Struggling to not breathe through the nose and rely only on the mouth piece. But after much practice, cleared! While the swimming with flippers is still much more of a challenge for me. :( need more practice on that!!
Finally got myself a new swimming suit after so long specially for this! Not a bad way as I shld start getting some swimming stamina to prepare myself first. Heh. Can’t wait till the day I earn more money and learn! Using fully my own money.
Wait for me marine creatures!! :)

What’s exactly?

Pamelaquek — Sat, 12 Nov 2011 09:42:34 +0000

Idk how to explain wad I’m feeling these days. Yes I want and inspired to do well, but I’m not moving. Or perhaps getting worst.

Pamelaquek — Wed, 05 Oct 2011 18:04:58 +0000

Disappointed.

New season.

Pamelaquek — Tue, 27 Sep 2011 03:33:12 +0000

Probably it’s just going to be something new. Greater challenge. Yet ultimately I know, that whatever that comes my way, God has a purpose and plan for it. He will never let things happen without a reason.
And all I have to do is to hold on to You, my rock. I trust in your goodness and unfailing love.. :)

“And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.” (Philippians 4:7 NIV)

Abandon.

Pamelaquek — Mon, 15 Aug 2011 15:34:44 +0000

How I wish I’m the one leaving.

Pamelaquek — Mon, 11 Jul 2011 15:20:47 +0000

Why are you annoyed over such small stuffs, pam?
Don’t you rmb telling yourself not to get affected easily?
SERIOUSLY.

Greatness.

Pamelaquek — Mon, 27 Jun 2011 16:14:49 +0000

The greatness of our God

Give me eyes to see
More of who You are
May what I behold
Still my anxious heart
Take what I have known
And break it all apart
You my God are greater still

No sky contains
No doubt restrains
All You are
The greatness of our God
I spend my life to know
And I’m far from home
To all You are
The greatness of our God

Give me grace to see
Beyond this moment here
To believe that there
Is nothing left to fear
That You alone are high above it all
You my God are greater still

And there is nothing
That can ever separate us
There is nothing that can ever
Separate if from Your love
No life no death of this I am convinced
You my God are greater still

I’m so small, yet You know me and called me Yours.

Impacted; moving forward.

Pamelaquek — Sat, 25 Jun 2011 07:24:55 +0000

Youth camp’11 unshakable!

Many things shifting and building inside. Very much to the inner man/soul! God is just showing Himself so real again and again. Thank You Lord, for your great great love :) reassured! and indeed, its the best camp so far! the feeling/atmosphere and even His touch is just so different.
‘His presence, my mouth and His well of anointing’ is all that’s enough to do His work. :> claiming and believing! yeaa, seeing it already through the training for street e. 3 christian contacts and 2 salvations! Whooo. One of which I can really see the hunger that she wants to know more abt God but her church doesn’t really have the system like ours. Thank God I’m gonna meet her next week and explain more things to her! And for the 2 salavtions, though they are only P6, Lord, I know u are still inputing in their lives. Supposedly to meet them yest and explain to them abt everything but one of them fell sick :< Alittle disappointed but still, not giving up! For God is with me, who can be against me?
Really really thank God for everything, what He had and is going to do! Esp my family. Even had a great talk with daddy just now! Moreeee of these pls:) believing for his salvation!! Whooo!!
And though a lot of unexpected things are going on, Lord I know You are faithful and I choose to trust in You. “Those who know my name, trust in me”
I know I’m blessed, with 2 awesome daddy<3