I guess I am. Reading the previous post somehow describes some of what it is now. I fully well know why, but why aren’t I moving?
And wheres the urgency? You said you love them, what are you doing about it? Reflect.
Circling.
Be strong.
These few weeks haven been that great. In the sense that it seems like the flesh had surpass the spirit. It’s just a mere closeness of losing or winning. And yeap, God never fails to remind me. Pull me out and redirect my focus back on Him. In fact, I did not realise that my fighting spirit had went low. It felt stronger that everything is just like doesn’t matter. I had tried ‘my best’ and that’s enough. And it seems as though I’m secretly hiding from reality. The things I have to face and overcome them.
Nonetheless, that tinge of critical and judgmental spirit. Be removed, amen. I know that it’s a great challenge and I cannot be beaten down. Don’t be a loser, Pam! Go for it.
